I’m sure this has happened to you before, when one day you think of you a few years ago or less and realize that’s not you anymore. The transition is so gradual and unclear, but it was there. Usually it’s about a year or more until I feel that, but strangely this time it’s only been 4 months this time. The main difference seems to be that I have lost fear of many things. And can’t guess what my reasoning must have been when dealing with situations I remember from just a few months ago.
